A break up is like a broken mirror...

... It's better to leave it broken than to hurt yourself to fix it. 

Right now I’m sitting outside with shorts and a Washington Huskies t-shirt on watching the sunset. The lovely gradient of oranges fading into blues fills the sky. It’s so weird that this is what my January feels like—67 degrees. It feels nice! Wait! January! This is my first post of the new year... I better make it a good one. Speaking of:

HaPpY NeW YeAr!

Hmmm....

WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN!?

All the words I want to say are jumbled up in my head, and I don't know how to put them into text. When this happens, I usually just give up and say/type nothing... But, since its a new year, I'm going to try really hard to put my thoughts into words... 

To be continue!

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So, I started this post yesterday because I thought I had something really good to say, but here I am a day later trying to finish the post. It actually feels like a January day today, however. Louisiana weather is so bipolar--it's ridiculous. Speaking of bipolar, my feelings have been running wild lately. I don't know how to control them. I feel okay one minute and then the next I just want to be close to someone special. Talking with several friends and people I know, they seem to relate to this feeling when it comes to relationships. So, I'm here to say to them and to remind myself... Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than to try to hurt yourself putting them back together... The key word is SOMETIMES!

I have a secret that most of you might know. I am the most stubborn at times... AND, this is what I truly think:

Who am I to give relationship advise? Who am I to try to understand how you feel? No one but you knows what truly goes through your head and what makes your heart beat faster. Only you know!

Super Glue [some prefer duct tape] and band aids... It's all you need. Valuables. Priceless pieces. Irreplaceables [yes, this is a word in the Chadish language]. Somethings are worth gluing back together. Don't give up on the ones that make you feel. They are truly a rarity. So, chin up and in the words of DHT, "listen to your heart." 

This post goes out to all my single ladies; my single ladies [and whoever else can relate]... Hehe. But, you know who you are. 

When I see your smile and know it's not me, that's when I miss you.

Update:

I, @RhadCankin, have officially hit rock bottom... I have been #PeerPressured into creating a "Twatter." Follow me if you dare!

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P.S. I'm a fast learner... Look at that hashtag used properly! Hehe!